Sunday, June 12, 2011

How To Leave A Life Behind




I've come to terms with the violence in my past.  I was violent when I was a child, and I don't mean teen angst like vandalism or schoolyard fights.  I'm talking about serious violence when I was about six or seven when I almost beat a little girl to death because she made me angry.  That's when I learned that I wasn't normal.  I realized by watching martial arts movies, I could automatically memorize all their moves and my body would conform to the moves.

So, I started studying martial arts when I was eighteen, and I was good at it.  But what it taught me the most was how to keep my hate, rage, and anger in control.  Now I'm happily married with two step-daughters.  But my wife's ex-husband is a big douchebag.  He's starting to get violent tendencies with my wife and trying to turn my two step-daughters against me, ehich he succeeded doing with the youngest.

Now I'm losing my control and composure which is beginning to make things very ugly for him.  He's trying to spy on us, do background checks on me, checking her facebook, and trying to get her two older children taken from her.  Since he's checking the headlines on her facebook for the articles I've written, I'm writing these articles, even though they're true, to tick him off enough to come and try to walk though my door while I'm there so I can finish this little problem once and for all.

Let me know what y'all think about the situation.


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